[Well. She'll come in and imagine some place with chairs, and then have a seat.]
. . . On Sunday last, I discussed making plans to kill Douman with my Avatar. I found myself dissuaded from that course of action, but I wanted to say so up front, so you can understand my feelings about what happened.
No. I don't think they could say that if they wanted to. But. . . I began to have doubts about my conviction that Douman was responsible for the crimes I thought they were.
In any event, I wonder if you wouldn't tell me more, about how and why you went about this decision.
...I'm not sure if you've heard this before, but I truly believed that Vlad was the one who killed Steven but due to the uncertainty and personal reasonings, I went after Douman.
[ he'll shrug again. ]
There's no relation to what's been going around here and why I killed Douman. Only the my feelings on the matter.
If your feelings on the matter are that Douman was a dangerous asshole, I can only agree. If they haven't already killed someone, they would have eventually. So I don't really care that you did.
What I feel more conflicted about is my sense that we have aided you in a decision to harm yourself.
Don't take this the wrong way, but - why. By your own admission, you aren't even convinced Douman killed anyone, let alone someone you were close to.
[Hard not to take that the wrong way, when she's raising an eyebrow.]
Do you feel that you removed a dangerous predator from this little pasture? Is your thinking so altruistic as that? Or did you just like the feeling of taking our your anger on someone who was probably deserving of it?
[ he doesn't take it wrong but he does make a face when she tries to paint him out as doing them a kindness. ]
Don't give me credit where it isn't due. I killed him for petty, selfish reasons. He said something about someone and I wasn't in the mindset of letting that go so easily.
[ he knows he doesn't have to spell it out for harrow of "who" that person is. ...he just doesn't want to name them. ]
w3; saturday
Hello. May we speak?
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Sure. I have nothing but time on my hands right now.
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. . . On Sunday last, I discussed making plans to kill Douman with my Avatar. I found myself dissuaded from that course of action, but I wanted to say so up front, so you can understand my feelings about what happened.
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I do.
[ he'll tilt his head to a side. ]
So, it was your Avatar who told you to avoid killing Douman?
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In any event, I wonder if you wouldn't tell me more, about how and why you went about this decision.
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[ he'll shrug again. ]
There's no relation to what's been going around here and why I killed Douman. Only the my feelings on the matter.
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What I feel more conflicted about is my sense that we have aided you in a decision to harm yourself.
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[ slightly self-destructive? yeah?? but.... ]
Had you and Molly not had come up with such a clever trap, I wouldn't have given in so easily.
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Are you satisfied with what you've done? Do you feel it was worth it?
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Yeah, I do.
I won't say that I'm entirely satisfied since there's the mystery of what's going around here to figure out, but satisfied with my actions so far.
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[Hard not to take that the wrong way, when she's raising an eyebrow.]
Do you feel that you removed a dangerous predator from this little pasture? Is your thinking so altruistic as that? Or did you just like the feeling of taking our your anger on someone who was probably deserving of it?
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Don't give me credit where it isn't due. I killed him for petty, selfish reasons. He said something about someone and I wasn't in the mindset of letting that go so easily.
[ he knows he doesn't have to spell it out for harrow of "who" that person is. ...he just doesn't want to name them. ]
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[She's a petty bitch, too, especially when it comes to people she cares about. She gets it.]
They were bound to push the wrong person too far eventually. All of that constant pushing and prying for weak points.